Gods’ word says we can do nothing apart from him. Abide in Me and I in you. As the branch cannot bear fruit of itself unless it abides in the vine neither can you, unless you abide in Me. I am the vine you are the branches. He who abides in Me and I in him bears much fruit; for without Me you can do nothing. If anyone does not abide in Me he is cast out as a branch and is withered; and they gather them and throw them in the fire, and they are burned. If you abide in Me and My words abide in you, you will ask what you desire and it shall be done for you. John 15: 4-7 NKJV
Our own goals of how we see our lives working out means nothing if it is not Gods plan, and He has one for each and every one of us. Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding; in all your ways submit to him and he will make your paths straight. Proverb 3:5-6 NIV
I had not yielded to the Lords way of doing things too busy trying fruitless ways to store up brownie points in heaven, like when I invited a friend to church who like me had not gone in a long time. One Sunday morning while getting dressed for church, the old hymn I Must Tell Jesus came to mind. I sang loudly while getting ready until my friend picked me up in her vintage white Mercedes with no seat belts; yes that’s how we rolled in sunny California.
The church was very big and I suggested we sit in the balcony, you know to be inconspicuous. At least that’s how I felt being out of attendance for a while and had become a “twofer”. That’s when you go to church only on Christmas and Easter Sunday. Hold on! I am not judging anyone because many unsaved and prodigals who go on those special Sundays, leave as babes in Christ, or have rededicated theirs lives to him. Glory be to God! I personally felt like every eye was on me, or maybe on my friend who had platinum blond hair, and looked a lot like Marilyn Monroe.
We settled into our seats as I noticed she was uneasy like me, if not more. I pointed to the order of service in the church program, then noticed I MUST TELL JESUS as the first hymn, the same song I was singing that morning! I couldn’t believe my eyes and started to dig my nails into her arm as she let out a wince. I told her ‘God’s trying to tell me something,I was singing that song this morning’. Unaware of my struggles she said, ‘It’s good you can look at it that way’. Now for readers who are not familiar with the hymn and even if you are, this is how our Heavenly Father chose to gradually draw me to himself, through praise.(please check out on YouTube I Must Tell Jesus, by Gaithers)